More... (phone note thoughts)

"Remember how the CAF (working for several months in the school cafeterias) was fun but almost constant work (and not allowed to sit down of course). What I am doing now is still hard work, but it is more brain work and is less repetitive. It's still not as educational (for me) as I think I would like it to be...but a job doesn't mean you get to be a student anymore. Though as I say I want to learn something about being a better teacher, I know it is not as easy as it is in my imagination. I think I could change that by reading more on my own. And going to therapy. And writing more, drawing more (taking life drawing)."